Sleep Walking

 I think I lost access to my first blog, which makes me sad. 

Since my very last post there, I have been through a whole LOT. 💔   Lost THE LOVE  of my life!! Turned the big 50…

I am not the same as I use to be, nothing is!!’ 

Is today the first day I rise up from grief? Hope so. It isn’t fun in this doom cloud. It isn’t fun feeling like you woke up on the other side of the looking glass. Always feeling like you are sleep walking.  EVERYTHING is off!  I am going to keep trying to wake up ever so slowly. It is my understanding sleep walking is  Dangerous…